Thursday, February 16, 2012

A New Beginning


This month has been an interesting month is friendships. You know how most people say goodbye to the ones they love once they leave, well it was the opposite my friendship with some people were revived!

The first one was someone that i dated for not too long, she was a wonderful person that we just lost what we had before, we talked but it was like for a minute nothing more. I just don’t understand her, no matter what she does i still have a crush on her and i just can’t get rid of it no matter how hard i try. Just one look and bam! I like her again. >.< I’m almost positive that she has moved on from me and it’s a little but i just got to do the same thing. I don’t want to lose her as a best friend either, so most of the time i just don’t think about it and be the best friend that i can be, even though it probably wouldn't be in my favor but a friend is better than nothing (:
She has this innocent vibe to her and it makes her just that much more attractive. College will be a different story.

The other person that i had a new beginning with was a girl i met a long long time ago, well five years ago, you see this girl and I have known each other for a very long time, and we were the best of friends but soon later we just stopped talking. I started to have a crush on her and you know i would try for her but rejection always came up so i told myself to get rid of it so i did. After Christmas, i remember telling myself; don’t know if i wrote this in a blog or not, that i can’t keep living my life trying over and over knowing that i would fail at it. So after Christmas i decided since she only wants a friendship then so be it, i completely went out of contact with her for the next month or so. Avoiding her as much as possible because i knew after a while with hanging with her feelings would start to return but now after reading some stuff, I’m pretty sure I am over her now. Friends be friends. Thus a couple nights ago we "renewed" our friendship. 

As I end this post I leave you with two quotes: 

People never know how special someone is until they leave, but maybe sometimes it’s important to leave, so they are given that chance to see how special that someone really is

Friendship is like a violin; the music may stop now and then, but the strings will last forever.


Saturday, February 11, 2012

a best friend

A best friend is for a person that is there for me when i am down, a person that actually cares about me and likes me for who i am. Not a person that is only there on my good days but disappears when i need them the most. When i think of a best friend from all the friends i have i think of 2 people. One who is in college and one who go to the high school. And i think i might like her. Shes the one person that actually has been there when i was at my worse. She also has been there when i was at my best. She really doesn't judge...much. She actually likes me for who i am and doesn't want me to change unlike my other friends. She also gives the best hug ever! I wish i could write more about this but its hard to write about feelings >.<

HUGS!:D