My gut feeling... :/

Hmm I can sense that there is something wrong between me and amber..I thought everything was cool but idk anymore. She doesn't even tell me anything anymore..our talks are so boring now..:( I'm scared. I don't wanna lose her. And to top things off her formspring that someone asked if she was going to snowball with anyone.said she it messed up. So wait does that mean that she isn't going with me? Umm ok I'm pretty sure I told her that I will be there. Ok? Yeah Uh thanks for telling me this? Something wrong..I can sense it

Coming Upon Snowball

Hmm interesting week this one was. Amber and I are , I think, very good except for today but that was nothing. Hmm it was weird! I was feeling jealousy when she decided to sit with Cody and Luke but not me :/ I dint like that feeling. The other days were boring and saturday we did 10,000 yard day and I completed it! Well that's it. Snowball week is going to be interesting.. Love y'all

Gee...Without Her I Am Lost

This week started off pretty good doing the same old again and again. Swim meet Saturday was ok :p the best part of the week was my one month with amber. Though it was just watching movies, just her being there with me made everything better in life. Gee Idk what I would do without her now..each week I feel as though we get closer and closer (: recently I found out I had a meet on the day of the dance so hopefully things will be good and I'll make it back with plenty of time left. First week of February here I come. Things to do next week : get caught up on hw, do something cute for amber, maybe go to the dance competition. Good night world

Answer (:

Hmm I don't know what it is anymore but I just can't stop thinking about amber and all I wanna do now is be with her all the time. This week was good overall nothing bad really happen and nothing super awesome happened either. Pretty mellow week. And to the question earlier, I think that she different in the fact that we have been close friends before we went out so that's a huge plus. Also she has the warmest heart that I have seen. She has such a super personality and she always gives off such vibrant vibes :) so here to the end of the note of week 3.