the end :(

Hey journal, as I had suspected she was different after a month and 12 days the journey that u thought she was the one is over...:( it's really sad. I did think that she was the one for me but I guess she didn't feel the same way about me. Oh well :( like she said, I want us to be best friends again and only best friends. Us best friends is fine with me. I hope things return to the way it was before and not awkward at all, but just like any other relationship there is bound to be awkwardness somewhere. I hope your best friend ship returns to normal :) I hope :) and if things were meant to be like this..then let it be . But if we were meant to be together again and it will be fine by me. :)

1st Week of the entire year!

So the first week of the new year has about come to a close. And lots of things have been made clear. On Monday when people were going back to school amber and I , well we were a weird couple and it felt as though it was partially awkward but as the week went on it got better and by Thursday and friday..no more awkwardness ;) umm on Thursday and saturday had a swim meet lost them both but P.R. In both so good bad meet :p so yeah things have started pretty great. :)