This month has been an interesting
month is friendships. You know how most people say goodbye to the ones they
love once they leave, well it was the opposite my friendship with some people
were revived!
The first one was someone that i dated for not too long, she was a
wonderful person that we just lost what we had before, we talked but it was
like for a minute nothing more. I just don’t understand her, no matter what she
does i still have a crush on her and i just can’t get rid of it no matter how
hard i try. Just one look and bam! I like her again. >.< I’m almost
positive that she has moved on from me and it’s a little but i just got to do
the same thing. I don’t want to lose her as a best friend either, so most of
the time i just don’t think about it and be the best friend that i can be, even
though it probably wouldn't be in my favor but a friend is better than nothing
(:
She has this innocent vibe to her and it makes her just that much
more attractive. College will be a different story.
The other person that i had a new beginning with was a girl i met
a long long time ago, well five years ago, you see this girl and I have known
each other for a very long time, and we were the best of friends but soon later
we just stopped talking. I started to have a crush on her and you know i would
try for her but rejection always came up so i told myself to get rid of it so i
did. After Christmas, i remember telling myself; don’t know if i wrote this in
a blog or not, that i can’t keep living my life trying over and over knowing
that i would fail at it. So after Christmas i decided since she only wants a
friendship then so be it, i completely went out of contact with her for the
next month or so. Avoiding her as much as possible because i knew after a while
with hanging with her feelings would start to return but now after reading some
stuff, I’m pretty sure I am over her now. Friends be friends. Thus a couple
nights ago we "renewed" our friendship.
As I end this post I leave you with two quotes:
People never know how special someone is until they leave, but
maybe sometimes it’s important to leave, so they are given that chance to see
how special that someone really is
Friendship is like a violin; the music may stop now and then, but
the strings will last forever.
