Friendship

This post today comes from my phone.  Here I am laying on the ground but that doesnt matter, I was able to see Amber. We decided to take a road trip out to see Jacob out at his college. The three of us today makes me miss the summer and how close we are. We were able to see jacob and connected right away like nothing has changed even though we were 10-11 hours away.

Today I can say that I has the most fun in a long time. It felt nice to be away from everything. Even though we didnt really so much it was nice. I think the thing I love most is just talking and catching up.

It makes you appreciate the friends that you have. In high school the friends that you made were taking for granted. Then those friends soon became your best friends. Even then it felt like things were taking for granted. It wasnt until college that I realized how much my close friends meant to me. Theses are the people that I want to stay friends with forever. While in high school we didnt have to try hard to communicate to each other, but now that im in college its a diffetent story.  Now to stay friends we have to try a little bit and keep in touch with each other. 

I feel like for the most part I have failed on that. Today it has made me realize that maybe I should try reaching out because eventually without contact =loss of friendships that matter.

Trying not to lose friends
Steven

PC gamers

It is 3 in the morning and yet I am still up and can't fall asleep once again. I wish I didn't have this problem. Anyways, this weekend people started to question me and asking me how I could do something for so long yet they were doing the same thing. This was the first weekend when I didn't have any homework to do and I was able to just relax and do whatever I wanted. So I ended up playing minecraft with a bunch of people from my dorm. Sure it may have been alot, ten plus hours but that was over the course of three days. Why is it that only people that play games get question why they game so long. Right next door, there are people that play call of duty all day and all night and yet they never get questioned. Or musicians, Musician practice music all the time. There were days where I would play all day and no one ever wondered why I was doing that. What about hunters, all they do is sit in a spot for a very long time waiting for their prey to past by and then kill them and sometimes nothing ever shows up and in the end of the weekend they have nothing to show but it is ok for them to do that. PC gamers are just the same except they enjoy a more virtual world. The thing that really pissed me off was that sure I was playing minecraft all weekend, the people that ended up asking me how we could play this all day, was drunk all weekend. So pretty much they were doing the exact same thing as me but apparently in their eyes being drunk is socially acceptable but playing minecraft is not.

Well at least I don't lose brain cells