Goodbye Bro

I have officially lost track of the weeks so I've switch to day of the week. It's now 1:07 and I have to get up at 6:30 for a 7 o'clock practice. Oh well. Tonight really did bring closure for me I think. For now at least. There never will be a spark ever again for amber and I again. I may still have feelings for her(lots of feelings at times) but it will never be like it once was. I don't think things will ever be the same again. At times I feel as though she really thinks I'm a compulsive liar, even though I know she kidding..or least I hope she is kidding. Oh well. Someday I will get over these feelings but until then I'll still think about her from time to time and occasionally vent about this to Madison. Writing this alone doesn't always help. Sadly I know that she just doesn't feel the same way about me as I do about her. I have learned to accept it. It's just a huge crush now. I miss hanging out with this girl. It used to be so fun, now it just gets awkward at times. Well now that this is over I like to congratulate kj for being queen of the fall for miss mn valley!(: go her! Lastly I wanna say goodbye Jeffery. It was nice getting to know you over the past couple months. All our interesting talks about girls, Madison, Emma(; and just being able to help out with each others problem, which coincidently were almost the same. It was like we were meant to be brohams. Good luck at the U talk to yah soon bro!

Complications

Hmm to make matters even more complicated for me..I now think I like 2 people again. I thought I was over one but not true. So I had people who told me that this someone likes me and well I know I like her but still...we've been down this road before and it didn't go as planned at all. It just didn't work out. So now I'm scared to go down that road again.:/ hopefully things will be sorted out soon and I won't be old and regretting what could have been 

I Miss You :/

I miss you. After talking with Madison I really miss you >.< this probably isn't good. Ok I seriously need to figure this out. How am I ever going to fully get over you? Sadly you don't feel the same way like I do with you..but that's ok it's life. It was so out of the blue. I don't even remember how we got onto the subject but now I miss you...a lot! :/

work vent

Well it is now week 23 and I decided to skip last week because it wasn't to important. There wasn't anything special that I need to vent anything so I didn't. Summer finally arrived and I'm excited. I have a bunch of plans with a bunch of people. First off today I'm heading to the beach with some friends. That should be exciting. I do not know when but sometime soon I'm chilling with Leslie. Whenever it's nice out I'm chillin with Madison and the boys! Now that should be very exciting!! This summer should be a blast.
Some people have asked about relationships with certain others and well I may not be over someone, nor will I ever stop having a huge crush on someone else. But that won't stop me from chilling with them and being good friends with them. Which reminds me, I need to randomly show up at KJ house sometime soon :p just for the fun of it. Well I should be getting back to work,.. But todays been a quiet day so I'm still chillin in the office. Only 15 minutes left to I get off! Woot!