Goodbye Bro

I have officially lost track of the weeks so I've switch to day of the week. It's now 1:07 and I have to get up at 6:30 for a 7 o'clock practice. Oh well. Tonight really did bring closure for me I think. For now at least. There never will be a spark ever again for amber and I again. I may still have feelings for her(lots of feelings at times) but it will never be like it once was. I don't think things will ever be the same again. At times I feel as though she really thinks I'm a compulsive liar, even though I know she kidding..or least I hope she is kidding. Oh well. Someday I will get over these feelings but until then I'll still think about her from time to time and occasionally vent about this to Madison. Writing this alone doesn't always help. Sadly I know that she just doesn't feel the same way about me as I do about her. I have learned to accept it. It's just a huge crush now. I miss hanging out with this girl. It used to be so fun, now it just gets awkward at times. Well now that this is over I like to congratulate kj for being queen of the fall for miss mn valley!(: go her! Lastly I wanna say goodbye Jeffery. It was nice getting to know you over the past couple months. All our interesting talks about girls, Madison, Emma(; and just being able to help out with each others problem, which coincidently were almost the same. It was like we were meant to be brohams. Good luck at the U talk to yah soon bro!